Oh wow, I haven’t opened this in forever. I never really planned to open this anytime soon.. but I don’t know, some part of me just decided that I should. So, here I am. I wasn’t really sure what to do here, check out people I followed before, see how they’re doing or read my previous posts. And guess what I did. Yes, I read my blog from the beginning. I honestly couldn’t believe I wrote some of those posts, some are just, “Wtf Iya?!” and some are just, “wow, that happened to me?” I mean who was I kidding? I was a kid, okay.. a teenager who was struggling with her ridiculous “love” life and was trying to find something to do or was trying to find comfort in writing. All I can say is A LOT has changed since then. I don’t really know if things are worse or better for me now but what i know now is, I’ve always been blessed with great people and opportunities from then on. Anyway, I’ve missed this, i miss pouring my heart out (lol) and i don’t know if i’ll ever start doing this again because i wasn’t really sure if i was good at it but all i know is when i woke up today, i wanted to touch people’s lives, i want to inspire them and I want someone to look at me and say, “hey, because of you, i kept trying.” I don’t know how this will happen but I will try my best. So wish me luck. :)
To my partner in crime, my bestest friend, my soul mate, my sister from another for the past 9 beautiful and epic years, happiessssssst birthdayyyyy!!!!! Our crazy phone calls and wild adventures will always be theeee best and your family will always be like a second family to me! Thanks for keeping me sane when necessary and for making me go insane when it’s needed. God only knows what i would do without you. Thank you for everything!! I’m so blessed to have you as my bestfriend!! I love you forever and always, to the moon and back! To infinity and beyond, you and i against the world! I’m always here okay? I will never ever forget your special day! Cheers to the 9 years and a whole lot more!!!! Iya and Lia since 2004 ❤❤❤❤❤❤💋💋💋
Miss na miss ko na ‘to :(
April 1, 2012 - My birthday and our grad ball :-)
Minsan kasi nakakapagod na rin magpost dahil alam mo namang hindi kasayahan ang ibabahagi mo. I’m tired of feeling this way.
Ilang ulit ko na bang sinabi na ayaw ko na? Na titigal na ako? Sa pagkakaalam ko, sobrang daming beses na at Alam kong halos lahat ng yun Ay puro kasinungalingan. Hanggang ngayon siguro Hindi pa rin ako aayaw, Hindi pa rin ako titigil kung hindi nangyari yun. Sobrang nasaktan ako eh, Hindi dahil nagkasama sila. Nasaktan ako kasi Hindi niya ako tinanong, para bang hindi niya ako kaibigan, para bang wala lang yung lahat sa kanya. Nagpapasalamat na rin ako na nangyari yun. kasi kung hindi, Hindi ko malalaman kung anong klaseng tao ka. Ganyan ka pala. Hindi ko inakalang ganyan ang tingin mo sa mga tao. Hindi ikaw yung taong minahal ko. Ibang iba ko dun sa inakala kong lalakeng mahal ko. Goodbye.
Ang manhid mo. Sukdulan na ata ang kamanhidan mo. Hindi ko na Talaga alam kung anong gagawin ko. Sa tuwing pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko, mas lalo lang kitang minamahal. Ano pa bang gagawin ko, Ito kasi yung nararamdaman ko eh. Ayoko ng pigilan dahil Alam kong mas masasaktan Lang ako. Whalspdslatqykdfknsalslpdh